By Jennifer Underwood
In 2001, I visited Arizona after a devastating failure in my life. My friend lived in Mesa. I never saw Sedona but learned of it. On one boring afternoon, she decided to show me a picture of Sedona, it was the famous Bell Rock. She felt compelled to give it to me, and made me take it. For years, I hung onto it, not understanding why. In 2006, two people mentioned Sedona to me and told me their stories. I wanted to go, but knew I could never afford it. I started using Law of Attraction to help me and for five long years, I miserably tried to bring a way for me to get to Sedona. I wanted it so badly, my resistance could not be broken. I tried everything I could think of to get there, but nothing. I find it odd that that I kept that picture of it and pulled it out eerily one day in 2006 after I started thinking about it.
I researched and fell in love with real estate in Sedona and knew the town frontwards and backwards from internet research. Every time I want anything in my life to this day, my higher self shows me a Kia Sedona van on the road right in front of me as some sort of sign. I used to draw Sedona, the name, everywhere I went, on the beach, etc.
I had a past life vision in 2007 of myself as a female Indian around the time Sedona was made an official town. I saw myself lying on the desert ground dying for some reason, and an Indian Chief came by on a horse. I only saw it from my point of view. I saw a beautiful blue sky with a few white clouds pass by his head as he looked at me and quietly went on his way. I had other visions of sheer terror and running, so I have no idea what kind of life I may have lived in Sedona in the past.
I know it has affected me so deeply that every time I imagine this impossible dream of stepping foot on the ground for the first time, I feel almost orgasmic thinking of that moment—smelling the air, wanting to be a part of a town that has been calling me for years.
I even talked to a Sedona local that told me “Sedona wants you.” Well, even so, if thats the case, the laws that be will not let me go there no matter what. I broke my back and my spirit trying to get to Sedona and consider it a sad thing now. I am numb to anything with the word Sedona, although it does get me deep down, It still hurts.
I have never had a place affect me as much as Sedona has. I have never been there, but in my fantasies of it, I clearly could feel its energy, and understand how it would feel to be there.
















November 14, 2011
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